It's all about it

I'm BaCK! Last update was april 2012! About a year ago! Frankly speaking,i nearly forgot the fact that i used to blog! Until today when i was browsing through my facebook timeline links,then i discovered this link with my name on it!IM serious! Then i decided to click on it and i started reading those posts or stories. MY OWN STORIES. lol! Well Where can i start?I really don't know!Too much! Start with something i would like to share! My trip back to Malaysia last month was amazingly awesome!I had 3Fs in a goal.Hold on,Those F are friends,family and food! Nothing beats the feeling back to your own motherland! During high school time,i used to beg the god on my knees that i could leave that damn piece of land and fly somewhere really far to study.ESP somewhere there's snow!AND.....YES THE GOD did give me what i wanted. Somewhere FAR,SOMEWHERE THERE'S SNOW,SOMEWHERE IM STUDYING.BUT...I wish i am home now. True enough that what u hope yesterday may not be what you hope today.What you've been chasing for may not be what you want at last.This is true. Whatever it is, you may lose anything but not yourself!Well just trust whatever the GOD gives you, The GOD has a reason behind his plan. Been really wise right me?:P WAY TO SURVIVE. hehe The break back to I was really short.3 weeks. The entire 3 weeks was the best moments in my life i could say. Many things did happened for the past few years back at home but now everything is fixed. That's what i am glad. Thanks GOD. A small surprise happened in this short breakie. Thought it was going to work.Maybe. But my guts stop me from doing so. All about fate i guess. At last,I met up with my awesome besties from Aussies!And of coz my high school and collegemates! Catching up with old friends is always good.:D Anyways Im back now here at Russia. Year 2 Semester 4!Will be ending my YEAR 2 in 3 months time. LIKE ROCKET FAST man! couldn't believe it was that fast! I love Russia,I love all the amazing people i met here,I love all the warm and special memories and at last i really love what i am doing. Studying medical is not easy but nothing is easy in this world. There's not definite formula of achieving what you want. Some people works their ass off for something they didn't get at last but some people seat nicely there and get things they didn't expect.This is not to prove you don't have to work hard for your success, is that nothing is 100% assured. Since we don't know,why not we just try? I will tend to get tired at times,thinking why the hell m i suffering myself like that?For what? FOR DREAMS. The only word that keep me going. It's Running a bit late here!2.11am:) Gotta go peeps!Will try to blog soon! Some photos to share:)