It's all about it

I'm BaCK! Last update was april 2012! About a year ago! Frankly speaking,i nearly forgot the fact that i used to blog! Until today when i was browsing through my facebook timeline links,then i discovered this link with my name on it!IM serious! Then i decided to click on it and i started reading those posts or stories. MY OWN STORIES. lol! Well Where can i start?I really don't know!Too much! Start with something i would like to share! My trip back to Malaysia last month was amazingly awesome!I had 3Fs in a goal.Hold on,Those F are friends,family and food! Nothing beats the feeling back to your own motherland! During high school time,i used to beg the god on my knees that i could leave that damn piece of land and fly somewhere really far to study.ESP somewhere there's snow!AND.....YES THE GOD did give me what i wanted. Somewhere FAR,SOMEWHERE THERE'S SNOW,SOMEWHERE IM STUDYING.BUT...I wish i am home now. True enough that what u hope yesterday may not be what you hope today.What you've been chasing for may not be what you want at last.This is true. Whatever it is, you may lose anything but not yourself!Well just trust whatever the GOD gives you, The GOD has a reason behind his plan. Been really wise right me?:P WAY TO SURVIVE. hehe The break back to I was really short.3 weeks. The entire 3 weeks was the best moments in my life i could say. Many things did happened for the past few years back at home but now everything is fixed. That's what i am glad. Thanks GOD. A small surprise happened in this short breakie. Thought it was going to work.Maybe. But my guts stop me from doing so. All about fate i guess. At last,I met up with my awesome besties from Aussies!And of coz my high school and collegemates! Catching up with old friends is always good.:D Anyways Im back now here at Russia. Year 2 Semester 4!Will be ending my YEAR 2 in 3 months time. LIKE ROCKET FAST man! couldn't believe it was that fast! I love Russia,I love all the amazing people i met here,I love all the warm and special memories and at last i really love what i am doing. Studying medical is not easy but nothing is easy in this world. There's not definite formula of achieving what you want. Some people works their ass off for something they didn't get at last but some people seat nicely there and get things they didn't expect.This is not to prove you don't have to work hard for your success, is that nothing is 100% assured. Since we don't know,why not we just try? I will tend to get tired at times,thinking why the hell m i suffering myself like that?For what? FOR DREAMS. The only word that keep me going. It's Running a bit late here!2.11am:) Gotta go peeps!Will try to blog soon! Some photos to share:)

Knowing Yourself

It was an emotional night i considered. Don't know why. After having dinner, staring out of the window, many many stuff popping out of mind. Just randomly. I don't know how to describe those feelings because it was really all over,nothing in particular. There's a point of time in life where you will look back into your past, thinking about whats happening to u now and what will b in your life in future.PAST:i was a shy and weak girl.Yes that's how i describe myself. I never dares to stand out for myself or speak aloud in front of the others.I will cry immediately if u shout at me even if is not my fault.I don't know what makes me change.I suppose high school life was a turning point for me?Maybe growing up will make u know urself better. NOW: studying medicine in a total foreign land.missing malaysia like hell.learning how to deal with the tonnes of workloads and exams. FUTURE: Wanna be successful doctor. Being able to bring my parents travel around the world.Doing what i love.Marry a right guy?haha. Yeaa i know it was a random thought. Looking at my current life,i will considered as a STAGE OF SELF DISCOVERY. Been through all the people and things that happened,i discovered my innerself more. i know what i want,my principals of life,etc.It's always important to know urself more than any1 else.so that u would not have any regrets in ur life! Well...random thoughts all over, but concentration need to back to work at last. It's been really great to meet maggie again!She is really a nice gurl!Her independent and outgoing character impress me. I always wanted to learnt that from her.Never keep yourself to just a circle,get out of it and learn more from more people.I meant in a right way.hehe. Anyway,i do really hope to meet her again soon and have a longer chit chat session! Going to bed now~~Hope the coming week is gonna b great and eventful..:Psee ya

Me & Maggie

Never Doubt yourself

好久都没有用华文把我的心情写下了。。因为这些年来爸爸要我的英文学好。所以都用尽办法把我的英文稿好。。说的。读的。听的。写的都是英文！还记得，小学时我说了一句英文我身边的朋友都笑了我然后说‘不会说就不要说啦丢脸而已！’。。。就以为这句话我更下定决心要把英文说好！！！哈哈没想到一眨眼7年过去了。。:P
最近真的很忙。考试接着考试。剩下多余的时间都一定拿来睡觉！不知道为什么来到MOSCOW就爱上睡觉了。。变小猪啦。。。〉。〈有时候真的会妒忌为什么有些人会那么聪明，对我来说超超超难的问题可以对他们来说易如反掌。。但！但我从来没有质疑他们背后的努力！他们付出的一定不会少。。时常跟自己说如果不比其它人的头脑好，就比人家加倍加倍的努力吧！努力来自于动力。。爱我的人和我爱的人都会是我的动力。。真的希望幸运之星会在我的身边吧！不多说了。。原来keyboard打华文蛮累得咯。。
Will try to update soon okies?

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梦醒了我张开双臂 只愿为爱勇敢一点 不后退

有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 有谁能看穿我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决 枯竭了爱恋 我给的一切

梦里我 我的泪滑落几回
心软弱 软弱了逃避是非（逃避是非）
潜意识我心碎
梦醒了 我醒了张开双臂 只愿为爱勇敢一点 不后退

有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 有谁能看穿我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决 不后悔

有谁会在乎 有谁会想念
沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决
枯竭了爱恋 我给的一切

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People

What you will discover the most when you leave home and leave independently is People! Yes..Especially when you are out of high school life,you will know how human works nowadays..The line of discovery will definitely increases til the day you left this world.Its neither a good or bad thing,is always your perspective. Different people have different attitudes...When they are placed at the same side of the world, fate will bring them together..But Fate doesn't do the job of making sure these people will continue their journey 2gether anot... no matter for FRIENDSHIP, FAMILY, LOVERS etc.
Hence after GOD put fate into humans,it will all depends on how human will take it.. Eg FRIENDSHIP~~You will see two besties went into an argument and end their friendship in just blink of an eye.You will also see two enemies get to know each other in a fight and start their friendship in the same way.Isn't amazing?Never judge a book by its cover! This is always true...Never judge someone because u will never know what that person been through.Respect someone if u wish to get respect from someone.Be a listener first instead a talker to someone if you wish someone will be your listener.

A new page of my story♥

Wow!It's been 5 months my little bloggie remains dead.haha.. Well like i always said time is my main obstacle to update my blog..Lately Few friends of around me are updating their blog so it SORT OF reminds me of updating it!Paisehhh...
I don't know where to start about my current life..Too far much til i can't find the head of it. I am serious..A huge change to my life had happened throughout these months..Let me shorten it..:P
Hmm Angeline is NOW AT MOSCOW! It's exactly 5 months im here!Time really flies..i used to remember the moments when i was at college doing A levels..Doing surveys about which college to go,what course to take,which pathway will i go n lotsa lotsa stuff about life after a levels...N now here i am!Just ended my first semester!Having 2 weeks of semester break holss...Woohoo~~~ Basically there will b a exam(colloq) every 2 weeks.. Exams can really drive me crazy sometimes especially memorising ANATOMY...U cant imagine how i act when im in the room studying anat...:P*Sounds scaryy* well besides studying Thanks to my bunch of frens at MOSCOWW!They bought me a lot lot lot happiness n joy here.Without them The SMILESS of my face will definitely not been seen... But of coz i wanna thanks to my besties in M'sia N MY FAMILYY!!Their support n wishes keep pushing me foward..I♥ ♥♥ u all!!
AS USUALL PHOTOSS TIME...
Farewells~~~









Leaving Dayy



MOSCOWWW~~~




Kind of Impossible for me to update ALL..hehe..so just a little bits of it...
Before i end this post i have something to share...


I wanna say I LOVE U SO MUCH to my DADDY MUMMY & BRO!!
Tears nearly role down my cheek when i see them shivering in the cold when they were here for the CNY trip... i wish i have the strength to hug 3 of u all at the moment.. One and only thing i learn as i growing up here is Seriously there is nothing more important than appreciating what ur family had done for u and never dissapoint them!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Lastly
HAPPY CNY!!Gong XI FA CHAI! Wish all of u have a great dragon year!

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Learning about life

Hey everyone!Sorry to say that i am really lazy to blog nowadays.=P
Ok let me think..Hmm...recently i have been busy learning about stuff. Yea lotsa lotsa stuff.This is to prepare myself mentally and physically for going russia soon in the September.Physically,Russian language,cooking,doing research to know more about Russia culture,talking to some of the students there.Mentally,learning how to think positive always,more confident,more hardworking,be more alert.Haha..Yea thats what i think i am currently up with..
And guess what THANK GOD that my medical report is out without any major or minor problems!woohoo..thanks GOD!!

Despite GOD, i have to seriously thanks my DADDY and MUMMY.They bought me a new Hp!!


Samsung Galaxy Ace
LOVE it!!