Sunday, April 8, 2012

Knowing Yourself

It was an emotional night i considered. Don't know why. After having dinner, staring out of the window, many many stuff popping out of mind. Just randomly. I don't know how to describe those feelings because it was really all over,nothing in particular. There's a point of time in life where you will look back into your past, thinking about whats happening to u now and what will b in your life in future.PAST:i was a shy and weak girl.Yes that's how i describe myself. I never dares to stand out for myself or speak aloud in front of the others.I will cry immediately if u shout at me even if is not my fault.I don't know what makes me change.I suppose high school life was a turning point for me?Maybe growing up will make u know urself better. NOW: studying medicine in a total foreign land.missing malaysia like hell.learning how to deal with the tonnes of workloads and exams. FUTURE: Wanna be successful doctor. Being able to bring my parents travel around the world.Doing what i love.Marry a right guy?haha. Yeaa i know it was a random thought. Looking at my current life,i will considered as a STAGE OF SELF DISCOVERY. Been through all the people and things that happened,i discovered my innerself more. i know what i want,my principals of life,etc.It's always important to know urself more than any1 else.so that u would not have any regrets in ur life! Well...random thoughts all over, but concentration need to back to work at last. It's been really great to meet maggie again!She is really a nice gurl!Her independent and outgoing character impress me. I always wanted to learnt that from her.Never keep yourself to just a circle,get out of it and learn more from more people.I meant in a right way.hehe. Anyway,i do really hope to meet her again soon and have a longer chit chat session! Going to bed now~~Hope the coming week is gonna b great and eventful..:Psee ya
Me & Maggie